what i'm going to write here is written here because im too cowardly to tell you .
first, i think i know who you like. Is it Valerie Loo from crescent dance ? i heard you confessed to hear during AYG last year . Well, i think she is one lucky girl and is stupid not to appreciate you. You say you treat me like a sister, but i want it to be more..maybe im selfish ? im only gna be really happy if i'm with you. How i wish i could be her. I think im gna be stuck here for a really long time, so i just gotta live with it eh ? As i said , im a pessimist , i think of the worst all the time , so when the world comes crashing down , i would have expected it . But something minor could make me real happy cause i'll never think it's gna happen to me . It can make my day if you would just come up to chat with me even for a minute . It would make my day if you just said " Goodluck " or " Jiayou " before performances or exams . It would make my day if you woule start the conversation with me cause i'll know you were thinking of me . I really really like you . In class, i would also daydream of you . It might sound like im obsessed but this is what love does to people right ? Everyone has the right to love, so do i . I guess, i won't be the one being with you , but the one standing at a corner looking at you, being with that lucky girl...
love,
tammy
